Monday 1st
July
Hello! I’m sort of
ill. Sunday was church that was
good. But never ask me to work the OHP
again. Then I went to school for a drama
rehearsal. It was ok but I was the only “hen”
who turned up. Monday, I didn’t go to
school. Watched TV, films + tennis. Sarah says it was industry morning and
games. All boring, school
tomorrow?! Maybe I don’t know
though. Bye.
Tuesday 2nd
July
Hi! I haven’t done much today. Just watched TV. I like Tim Hennman. Sports day tomorrow I don’t know what I am
doing but I can do most things. So it
should be ok Bye.
Thursday 4th
July
Hi! Sports day got
called off ‘cos of rain. Andy came
round. I suppose you saw what happened. Is it the right thing to be doing? I don’t think it’s exactly Christian. We are not even going out. Today was school, boring. Debbie is sort of ignoring me. I’m not in a group! Everyone else seems to be. Or am I the right one and they are the weird
ones? I don’t know. 3 ½ days till the summer holidays. I will earn some money if I can. These are the following list of people that
I’d like to see… Marilyn (from SU), C (from SU), Becca (from church), Beth
(from SU), He;en (from primary school), Lindsay (from primary school), (Yr 7,
yr 8, + yr 9 [some]). Anyway I’ll write
tomorrow bye.
I suppose you saw what happened with Andy means, I was
snogging / getting off with / making out with Andy. Whatever you want to call it. Here began a debate that went on for the 6
years until I got married. What was ok to
do with boyfriends, what wasn’t ok, what was going too far?! The only black and white bits were cuddling /
kissing / snogging was ok. Having sex
before marriage definitely wasn’t going to happen. All the rest in between was one big hazy grey
area that I struggled with as a Christian teenager.
Saturday 6th
July
Hi! I didn’t write
last night. I was too tired. Not much happened really. We are going to gatecrash Garforth young life
(inter church youth group) and dancing.
Mum and Dad are going to work.
Bye.
Hi! Jane (girl a
school a couple of years above me) was at dancing. It was really embarrassing. I went into town with Madeleine (neighbour),
then swimming. Taryn came to YL. We went to Garforth. It was cool.
I suppose that you know what Taryn wrote. I think I should talk to Andy first before I
write anything back to her. It was only
friendly teasing. But I think that maybe
I shouldn’t have bitched about her so much.
So I will talk to Andy before I do anything else. I leave my problems and worries in you. Much love, bye.
Sunday 7th
July
Hi! Have not got
much time, but I rang Andy and I’ll write back to Taryn. Got to go.
Church family service was good.
Monday 8th
July
Hi! School drama,
went ok. Louise’s party + leotard
rehearsal went ok. I’m tired. I’m moving in with Chrissy (From dancing. I.e. we are becoming closer as friends). I don’t like Rachel that much though. Write tomorrow bye.
Tuesday 9th
July
Hello. School
drama. Lizzie and Year 8 Lord help
them. Dancing was ok. Not much else happened. Grandma’s here. Bye
Wednesday 10th
July
Hi. School drama,
last time, school finished yeah!! First
night of dancing, went ok, could have been better, not much else happened. Bye.
Thursday 11th
July
Hello. I’ve just
slobbed around today. Went to the
library though. Dancing show was ok, but
funny. Had a row with mum (I can’t
remember what about though). I think
she’s a bit stupid sometimes, why can’t she just believe me? I really should write back to Taryn
tomorrow. Bye, love you.
Friday 12th
July
20-mile bike ride was fun but tiring. Not much else happened. I just wrote back to Taryn. Love you, bye.
Sunday 14th
July
Hi! I didn’t write
yesterday, I was too tired. Didn’t do
much Saturday morning. But in the afternoon
I went out with Chrissy. The lads in her
gang are quite nice. I wouldn’t mind
getting off with Phil!! Last night of
the show, it was a really good week on the whole. Today I went to church. In the afternoon I assembled the BBQ then the
Becca’s family came for tea. It was fun.
I had a nice long bath then I watched the Tour (de France). What shall I do about Taryn? I don’t know what to make of it. No one from Yearsley grove likes her. Think about it, I would like an answer sooner
rather than later. Love you, bye.
Monday 15th
July
We did it again. I
think we’re going a bit too far. There’s
nothing wrong with kissing. But I guess
you saw what happened. I went to the
sports course. It was fun. I just watched TV and videos this
morning. Help I think we’ve gone too far
this time. Please give me some
answers. Help, much love.
I think we were probably touching each other either under
or over clothes. I think I kind of liked
it but at the same time thought it was wrong.
The debates and arguments I had with myself over this! In the secular world it would have been fine,
some teenagers have sex at 14. But in my
young Christian teenage mind I wasn’t sure what was ok and what was not.
Friday 19th
July
I haven’t written for 4 days. I’m sorry.
To be perfectly honest with you I just plain forgot. Every morning this week I have just mucked
around. This is what I did on the sports
course.
Monday
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Trampolining
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Rounders
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Tuesday
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Tennis
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Trampolining
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Wednesday
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Badminton
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Archery
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Thursday
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Orienteering
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Trampolining
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Friday
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Trampolining
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Squash
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Rounders
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I did my preliminary trampolining award today. I was dead chuffed. We did rounders as well. Sorry I’ve neglected you a bit. I go on camp on Monday. Then the week after I hope to do the Uni
sport course again. I will write
tomorrow. Bye, much love.
The sports course was at the University of York. I remember doing the course for a lot of
years during the summer holidays. I
enjoyed it though. My parents both worked
full time, so it was stay at home with our Nanny / cleaner, arrange to do
things with friends or do the sports course.
Sunday 21st
July
Hi! Went into town
with Mark yesterday on to YL. I’m going
to camp tomorrow, I’ve been to church but not much else today. I will write from camp tomorrow, Bye.
Monday 22nd
July
The journey was long, tiring and boring. We played a game, and then went
swimming. Tea was nice. The evening meeting was cool. What if God? It was interesting. Then we played rounders. It was ok but I couldn’t run. The “after hours” was really interesting but
I should talk to someone. Help, help,
help. Help tomorrow go really well. Bye
Tuesday 23rd
July
Hi! I had a really
good talk last night with the other three girls in Monday room. I’m going canoeing today but I don’t know
what else.
Canoeing was fun.
The leaders said they didn’t have the heart to tell us to be quiet last
night when we were talking about how we became Christians. I suppose you arranged that. Shall I go biviing (bivouacking)? Should I talk to a leader like Marilyn? I think I should. If you agree please give me the courage to
talk to them. Thanks for a great day so
far. I will write again later. Bye for now.
We lost loads at volleyball. I was talking to Jane (leader) about school
and stuff. Wallace and Gromit was
cool. I then lost at pontoon and black
jack, won cheat and came second in cheat.
Thanks a lot bye.
Thursday 25th
July
On Wednesday I played tennis and basketball. Then I did music + putting. The teaching is really good. On Thursday we did music, swimming and a car
treasure hunt. We also went
biviing. It was good. The teaching is great, so was the singing. I’ve talked to a few leaders they are really
easy to approach. Sorry I missed
yesterday bye.
Saturday 27th
July
Thanks for an absolutely brilliant camp. The teaching, food, activities, friendship
were all good, great, brill, excellent.
On Thursday I can’t remember what we did. On Friday I did craft, went to Holy Island,
had the awards they were cool, then for a walk.
Today it’s a knockout and then home.
Thanks for a great week. What
about a CU at school? Please make it so
I can go to the camp reunion at Christmas.
Thanks, bye.
This week I think was North East Summer Special, a
Scripture Union (Christian) holiday. I
started going on Scripture Union holidays when I was 10 I think and then went
on one or more a year until I was 18. They
were a really influential part of my growth as a Christian. Friends I made on these holidays I am still
in touch with today. And one is still a
close friend. They were a great support
in learning how to be a Christian at school.
I set up Christian Union’s / groups in both my secondary schools.
Eating wasn’t an issue yet here. I think eating became an issue in the next
academic year.
Sunday 28th
July
Dear God, Thanks for Sunday school and thanks for an ok
day. Tea was nice. I’ve nearly written all my letters. I had a really good talk with Michelle (from
church), back to uni sports course tomorrow bye.
Monday 29th
July
Hi! Thanks for a
great day. Uni was cool. Thanks for letting me talk to Michelle last
night. Please make dads YACA stuff go
well and Jill’s ankle get better bye love.
YACA was a charity my dad was involved in and that I also
did some stuff for. Things like helping
elderly ladies with their shopping or doing it for them etc.